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The only big rules are you have to be a songwriter or want to be a songwriter, or a singer to have a say in this club, you can put songs written by other people but give them credit, and no straight swearing. You can do stuff like H$%@ if you write any songs with swear words. Also, it would be helpful if you put the Genre of music on the forum where you add your song.

I’m doomed to live, doomed to this torture, Can’t do this much longer, stuck in disorder. Can I just die? No—I’m cursed with breath, Doomed to this pain ‘til I meet my death. We won’t last, yeah, it’s hopeless, We’re doomed to our fate—whatever the road is. [Verse 1] I don’t see a point in life with no future, A path that ends in failure, cut by life’s sutures. My girl’s the only reason that I’m still here, But if she fades away, I’ll disappear. She says she wanna die—I say “me too,” If she goes, I’ll see her in hell, that’s true. It’ll kill me before I ever touch the flame, She’s my heart, without her, I’m not the same. [Verse 2] Funny how you lose innocence and gain sight, World’s broken, always has been—ain’t right. I wanna die, but I won’t be the one to end it, I’ll keep breathing, though every breath’s relentless. I’m not happy, I never am, I just keep walking in this wasteland. Living is hell, death feels like peace, Without her, I’d rather die—ten times at least. [Hook] I’m doomed to live, doomed to this torture, Can’t do this much longer, stuck in disorder. Can I just die? No—I’m cursed with breath, Doomed to this pain ‘til I meet my death. We won’t last, yeah, it’s hopeless, We’re doomed to our fate—whatever the road is. [Verse 3] World War III or slow decay, Either way, we ain’t okay. Like damn, can I just fade away? But I’m cursed to wake up every day. Doomed to live, to feel, to cry, Not allowed to break, just askin’ why. Can I just die? No—I’m stuck in place, Doomed to this torture I can’t escape. [Verse 4] Yeah, I made this from my lowest low, Had to bleed to let the verses flow. Grew up on NF, 21 too, Taught me pain’s a story you spit through. I’ll never make it big, but maybe I’ll try, If I die, maybe my raps still fly. Or maybe they die with me—forgotten, Like the future I dreamt, now rotten. [Verse 5] Wish I could see kids, a wife, and a home, But I see me alone, broke, on my phone. Girl gone, parents tired, no career, No friends I trust, no voice to hear. Doomed to live, ’cause dying’s too easy, But life is a curse that won’t ever release me. [Hook] (repeat or outro) I’m doomed to live, doomed to this torture, Can’t do this much longer, stuck in disorder. Can I just die? No—I’m cursed with breath, Doomed to this pain ‘til I meet my death. We won’t last, yeah, it’s hopeless, We’re doomed to our fate—whatever the road is.

(my stage name is JBcool now btw)  why do I always find myself coming back to you, you wanted me first, I thought It was over, but you keep getting me to come back just so you can cheat on me with every hot guy, it's not fair that you are actively f***ing other guys when I've been nothing but faithful, you don't even seem to care can't see past your own f***ing face, it's not fair that you are wh*ring around like you do, I was only with you. I never signed up for this, I thought I was clear that I'm not up for cheating, or second chances so why the f*** are you still here? I don't want you, not after the last time, get the f*** out don't come back, you can act all innocent when you were the one at fault, you be telling all your friends that I wasn't good for you, when you were the f***er who f***Ed up my life, it's not fair that I have all the pain and guilt when you started everything I can't fix my life now. It;s not fair that I'm struggling, drowning in the water of despair when I didn't do anything wrong, yet you seem fine like nothing has happened, f*** you, and your wandering heart, it's not fair that the one who didn't do anything always gets hurt worse. maybe one day you'll see what you did, but I doubt it, you are too f***ing full of yourself you sour b**** (I made most of this on a walk, it's meant to be sung emotionally)  

I wish I could see you every day, but life has decided otherwise, when did I start to let go? There was a time when I’d go the way to you, no matter the length. Now I don’t know anymore, it’s all distorted, broken, like us, you were my bright point amid darkness, you only live once, I’ve heard, I wish that was false, I am desperate for a redo, a redo I can’t get, now the one thing I love I’m backing away from.  I used to know, but I’m unsure now. I thought I’d go the way for you, and you’d go the way for me, but the way is muddled now, and I don’t know it anymore. Why does life have to go in so many different directions? You can mess up at age eleven and be affected by it at age eighteen; it makes no sense. I’ve lost the way, and I’m trying to find it again.  I used to see you every day back in ninth grade, but I didn’t know you loved me yet, I was blind to it, I wish I’d had known or guessed because it’d have saved me two years of awkward dates, which neither I nor the person I was with wanted to be there, you were my one bright spot, I wanted to stay but times have changed long distance doesn’t work very well, I’ve tried, and I’ll be here when you come back, as I know you will, and I’ll say I love you, though I don’t know anymore.

they thought I was happy, that under the surface looks like the surface, they don't know about my past, full of fights, full of stuff i'd learn to regret, they won't know because it's hidden, and now we go a bit deeper s*** my family dunno, living wanting to die, but I'm too cowardly to do it, everyone I'm close to is broke like me, not happy like me, they don't give a f*** like me, but they still don't know stuff, I hide it behind my layers, it festers in my head still I bust, and I do something I'll regret, if only they knew, if only they knew. But they won't know because it's too painful all the reasons why I hate myself why I hurt those who I love, I can't do it on my own but is it worth them not knowing when I'm pushing them away when they just wanna help, but they don't know how to they don't know how bad my mindstate has become. somedays I'm Ok, but most I'm not, I wanna just give the world the finger and say "leave me the f*** alone" because I want everything to be better, but It never will be, just like lost innocence I won't be getting back anything I've lost, now I'm left with a thousand lines that I wish I could've told myself but now it's too late, I'm on the outside looking back if I could tell my 7 year old self one or two things I'd say 'don't waste your innocence, as once lost you won't gain it back. adulthood really starts at 16 not 18 as you will find out. don't let no one ruin your innocence, as that should be a crime.' I wish I could tell myself those things, maybe I wouldn't have done some things or done them differently, I can't live with myself without wanting to die, every f***ing day. no amount of anything will make me not want that. one last thing, I wish I hadn't messed up my life at such a young age but that's how s*** goes I can't change the past and I can't change the backlash from it, I can't even change my future like how the f*** is that fair? I either end up in a s*** position or a s***ter position. I'm tired of this s*** I'm done.

 Why does every time I get a chance at love I end up worse than I started? I either am used or I end up as broken as them. You were the former, I can't believe how blind I was, you controlled me, you just wanted to use me til I ran dry, then you left me like the f###ing catfish you were, well you aren't going to find another as good as me, you wanted back well shoulda thought of that now go f### yourself cuz I have no use for you. Now let me back up a bit to before you were with me... I helped you out of that relationship, and somehow we ended up together, I should've known it'd end in me hurt, but I was too damn naive, I was used for your gain, all it caused was pain, you used me for your needs, and I was blind to it all. Yeah, It's funny that you tried to come back, after all you did, it's funny how far you've fallen, making this is better than therapy, I'm not even mad anymore just indifferent like always, I got a new girl she will be better than you, I will never be like you.  I was used for your gain, used for my fame, used after everything I gave you after I saved you, you couldn't save yourself or me, you were a drain on my personality, yeah, I was used for your gain, used for my fame, you never cared about my pain, so now I'll say one last time, I was used by you. Now it's been a month since you left me, and two weeks since I started this song I don't miss you, I'm glad you're gone, I'm ready to move on, you won't use me again, but you probably will use your next for your gain for his fame, like me. 

Unknown by J.A.B (is a rap so that’s why it is what it is lol) I find it amusing that some people think they truly know me, though I don’t fully know myself. How can they? They all pretend they know me, but no one does I’m the unknown, they are all bsing,  I’m the unknown, you may think you know me, but truly, you know what I’ve told you, you don’t know s*** cuz I ain’t told you s***. I ain’t tryna cause a problem, I’m just tryna solve one. Don’t pretend you know someone just cuz they give you a name, age, and gender; 99.9% of the time, they get my gender wrong, they think I’m a dude, they’re 50% right, but also 50% wrong, I’m both genders fool. Don’t get me started on those who use ‘you don’t know me’ as a retort, b****, of course, I don’t know you no one knows 100% of no one, not even you for yourself, I bet we only know 10% of what we can truly do because the other 90% either has yet to be done or hasn’t been invented yet. Let that burn for a while. I wish we could just say, ‘let there be 1 universal pronoun’ because then people getting mad at others for using the wrong pronoun wouldn’t happen, same for a couple of other things, but of course, it wouldn’t work for gender or other preferences where there has to be two or more, why the hell are we doing this to ourselves, tryna find anything different and creating mini countries, are we one country, the U.S.A  or a billion mini U.S.As? It’s so confusing for no reason, let me stop before I lose my brain or the entire country gets pissed off at me.  (I think I cleaned up 100% of this...)

this song has a suicidal undercurrent, and will hit hard. I don't see a point in living life with no future, a life that's doomed to fail, my girl's the only reason I keep going, the world's doomed, If I  don't wake again that'd be fine by me, i'd rather die than live without her. She  tells me she wanna die, I'm like me too, If she dies, I'll see her in hell, it'll kill me.  it's strange how when you lose innocence you see what was so f***ing obvious, that the worlds f***ed I want to die but I'm not going to be the one who does it, I'm not happy, I never am, I just keep living, even as it's killing me, living is hell, death is release, without my girl I'd rather die ten times over, yeah, it's all doomed, cause WW3 will kill us all or we'll kill ourselves slowly, like damn, can't I just die already, no I'm doomed to live, doomed to this torture, I can't do this much longer, can I just die no, I'm  doomed to live, doomed to this torture, we won't last  like damn, it's hopeless, I'm doomed, we're doomed to our own fates whatever they may be. This was hard to make,  I  had to put myself to my lowest to make this, I  grew up listening to NF and 21, I know  I never going to make it big, but I  can try, even if I die maybe my  raps will live on, or maybe  they'll be doomed to die with  me. I wish I could see  that my future holds kids, a wife, and a good  job, but more likely it's me living with my parents, my current girls dead and I'm considering joining her, I probably have a minimum wage job if any, there's nothing to live for, my family's messed up like  me, I don't have any friends I care about, so I'm doomed to live, cuz dying is too easy.  I'm doomed to live, doomed to this torture, I can't do this much longer, can I just die no, I'm  doomed to live, doomed to this torture, we won't last 

I can never be normal, normal don’t exist, it’s just a way for others to put me in a box, that’s messed up, that’s not right, that’s what life is, life’s hard, but it can always be worse, I could be dead, I could be in jail, but i’m not, I’m still here, I’m done with this world, this messed up world, full of people who pretend to give a damn whether I live, what the hell do you care?  I can never be what you want, you want me to be normal, ha, I can’t do that nor can you, normal doesn’t exist and it’s the reason I’m so f-ed up, the reason this world is f-ed up, no one does a goddamn thing about it, we just live day to day (to day) why don’t you do something for a change and learn to help me, not hurt. I can never do what I want because what I want, you say is messed up, how is trying to help messed up? I am not trying to act insane, but you make me seem that way. It’s sad how f-ing suicidal you make me, how I don’t want to live in a world this messed up, I don’t care if I only live once, I’m already messed up my life, it’s my life and it should end when I want it to, I’m an adult, stop trying to keep me alive. I. don’t. Want. it.

(dis that new J.A.B banger!) "You ever say something to someone you love that you don't mean, and by the time you regret it it's too late, they dead and gone, yeah, s$%$ happens I know but when will we learn not to say s%^% when we can't handle the damn consequences, now your gone and the last thing I said was go off yourself, so ima send my regrets to you if you even care, but why would you?! Look I don't even wanna send my regrets but... I only wanna tell you in person, I only wanna say I don't mean it but I f$%$%$$ up, and I can’t fix it no amount of wishing will bring you back, and this time I won't be fixing it. It's way too late to, so ima pray to a god who I don’t believe so I don't go to hell for this so ima send my regrets, yeah sending my regrets to you!!  Look I'd pray every day if that'd change you dying,  I'd switch my life with yours if I could you know I would. If only you'd lived but you died thinking I wanted you to die, I shoulda bit my damn tongue when will I learn to say sorry,  but I never did, I never did, oh, you once asked me if you died how would that affect me and I said it wouldn't but the truth is your death messed me up, it did, if I could go back and change one thing it'd be to change me saying you should die to something anything else, but it too late... it is too damn late. All you ever did was help me, and all I ever did was hurt you, you killed yourself but it feels like I killed you why does it hurt so bad?  "If you thought verse 2 was a lot, then buckle up, here we go wooo, I guess this ones about over ain't it? No! you never know what you say and what it'd do until your dumba&^ says it and they think you mean it now you got blood on your hands even if you didn't hold the knife you still helped to cause it, yeah this ones for the ones who can relate, I know you're out there, this is a warning, a wake-up call, don’t say dumba^&^ so  you don’t feel like “what have I done.” I’ve  Been there done that, it messes with ya, don't it, so don't let it.  

(this is a song I wrote, one of 2 complete ones, here's the clean version): First verse: “I never knew that last time was the last time I’d see you, what I’d give to kiss that smile, just for a while but life moves on, how could it go so fast i never knew, you said you loved me for forever but our forever didn’t last now I’m stuck on the thought of a former life when all I wanted was you and you left me here heartbroken but still If I had a choice In between living in my self-hatred and being with you one more time, I’d choose the ladder every time. Could I just have one more time with you, kiss you one more time, be happy one more time with you? Because I won’t be happy without you, I’ll just pray to a god who I’ve lost faith in to be with you just one more time. You said I was messed up and that’s why you left, but it wasn’t ever me, it was you, all I wanted was a girl who could love me and you used me, then threw me away, just like a damn diaper, (oh hell no) that’s what I’ve been reduced to, look what you’ve done to me, I’m here crying in the bathroom every damn day and you are living the life with that rich guy who you cheated on me with, oh why do I do this to myself, I kidded myself into believing you loved me, why am I so f&#@ing naive. But if I could just be with you one more time just like it used to be would things get better? They have to get better. Look what you’ve done to me. I used to be happy and content, but now I’m nothing, and I’m worthless. Why couldn’t you have stayed? I loved you, but now I have no love left. (I hope you like it... this took about 3 days to come up with... which for me is a fairly short time)

https://youtu.be/64oEOr_YnAA?si=MgcrA8rp6mJZ5NUV https://youtu.be/1uZyniiY0WA?si=fnCU85pT3klB2m1j

Ill tell you im fine when im not, can get rid of this pain, No it wont stop fighting it with every song that i drop, I think im done even trying, Staying up late cuz i feel like crying, cant even do that i think that im dying. Why do i bother confiding, All of this pain that I'm hiding  It never stops. I think im fading away, all this time, im circling the drain, yeah. Nobody gonna know im gone, Slowly fade till my heart stops beating, Im going away, but im never leaving.  Ill be here in sprit, so there's no need to fear it.  My time is running out, im so done yeah.  To all my friends, im sorry but dont you follow me. I dont wanna keep breathing, i just wanna stop feeling All of this pain Ive got nothing to gain, But ive got nothing to lose Please stop acting so confused. You knew this day was coming, I feel like im running but ive got no destination. I know what ima do with this gun, Im so done.

Looking at you tonight I swear you always make me feel alright. So many fights ive lost, why is life such a coin toss? My heart is so black and blue, but there aint no one who can make me feel the the way you do! There's no pretending! There's no escaping! What am i chasing? There's no replacing! No way of faking, the truth will come racing. No way to hide from what im facing. Cant hide from the truth. There's no replacing you!  I cant face this life without you!  Hurts when I think of you, I can hardly stand the truth.  You mean the world to me,  I swear you always do. Im sorry i didnt have a clue, To be honest im just so confused. Hard to tell if this is real.  There's no pretending! There's no escaping! What am i chasing? There's no replacing! No way of faking, The truth will come racing. No way to hide from what im facing. Cant hide from the truth. Theres no replacing you! I cant face this life without you! I still miss you. I cant believe i ever found you. I was falling so hard for you, ill never deny that truth. It kills me when im not around you! Yeah, i miss you every second of every day.  There aint no way i can take this pain, It all feels the same. Im circling the drain.  There's no pretending! There's no escaping! What am i chasing? There's no replacing! No way of faking, The truth will come racing. No way to hide from what im facing. Cant hide from the truth. Theres no replacing you! I cant face this life without you! You saved me from my demons,  Just when i was out of reasons. Kept me from getting lost in the dark, but now im slowly falling apart! There's no pretending! There's no escaping! What am i chasing? There's no replacing! No way of faking, The truth will come racing. No way to hide from what im facing. Cant hide from the truth. Theres no replacing you! I cant face this life without you! I cant face this life without you.

Baby when im with you my whole turns around.  Loved you for a few years now but you'd never know, I put on a show. Kept feelings on the low. Didnt tell you how i really feel, Never thought it'd be real.  Never thought you'd feel the way i do too. But baby now that i have you im never letting you go!  Im telling you this is real, This is how i really feel!  I swear I've always loved you, You're my reason for living, baby im done pretending!  This is where im supposed to be now! Im in this forever Im never letting you go! Im never letting you go! I never told you cause i was scared of losing you.  Late nights talking, I can feel my whole world stopping. Im falling harder for you by every second. Baby i wanna give you the world, Give you everything i ever could! I'll give you my all, And if you should ever fall Ill be there to pick you up, Make everything better. I hope you know we're in this together. Im telling you this is real, This is how i really feel!  I swear I've always loved you, You're my reason for living, baby im done pretending!  This is where im supposed to be now! Im in this forever Im never letting you go! Im never letting you go! Hold you till the sunrise. I give you all my heart, You've had it right from the start.  I see my future in your eyes, Baby im never saying goodbye. Just don't let me go! Im telling you this real, This is how i really feel!  I swear I've always loved you, You're my reason for living, baby im done pretending!  This is where im supposed to be now! Im in this forever Im never letting you go! Im never letting you go!  i promise this is how i really feel. Im telling you this is real, This is how i really feel!  I swear I've always loved you, You're my reason for living, baby im done pretending!  This is where im supposed to be now! Im in this forever Im never letting you go! Im never letting you go!

Would you be mad if i said im better off alone? I cant hurt you if im not there. Take me away from existence, This pain is consistent. If you never knew me it'd be fine, Cuz then I wouldn't be wasting your time. Im better when im all alone, dont ever wanna go home. Im just wasting my time. Dont let me waste yours. Im better off alone Lose myself to the silence, In my head, im starting a riot. No point trying to comply with it Voices in my head telling me to just end it, I don't wanna listen to them, they come up with some very valid points. In my head all my fears are voiced, Feel like i don't have a choice.  I feel like im better off alone, Like the way I've always been.  Im better when im all alone, dont ever wanna go home. Im just wasting my time. Dont let me waste yours. Im better off alone Find me dead on the floor, Go ahead and ignore it. Don't worry, im f**king fine Ill finally be free.  Im stressed out Feeling defeated.  Why do I keep trying? Only got one person to live for. I only see forever with him, But those chances feel slim.  This is why im better off alone.  I just feel like dying. Im better when im all alone, dont ever wanna go home. Im just wasting my time. Dont let me waste yours. Im better off alone Just like ive always been

This pain I feel is way too real, yeah you got me caught up in my feels. Fighting my demons day and night nothing ever feels right. Havent had a good day since I was six, feel like k!llin myself. Can't have a good day without something going wrong. bad day at school. Friends having a bad day, gotta deal with that. Parents fighting at home almost every day, check that. Mom wants a divorce but dad don't even see that course.  If I'm being honest, I don't care anymore I know she gonna walk out that door.  Didnt't even realize I've been fighting depression since I was seven. That's when everybody started leavin'. That's when I said i'd rather go to heaven.  Fighting these demons day and night, nothing ever feels right. havent had a good day since I was six. I wanna k!ll myself. I pour my heart out, now it's all on the floor don't wanna be here anymore

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You know I'm fine when I'm in the snow, you know I'm fine when all my feelings show. You know I'm fine when I'm just laying in bed, wondering, wandering the woods at night can I see the light? Running through the woods with the deer's, swimming with the fish all year,hunting with the wolves at night, at night. You know I'm not fine when I'm crying in the snow, you know I'm not fine when I'm not talking to you, you know I'm not fine when sitting at my desk, starring into space. Crying in the snow when I'm not alright it's not fine going on the ice lake sitting on a rock is the forest(forest). You know I'm fine when I'm throwing pinecones at you. You know I'm fine when I'm climbing the trees (climbing the trees) you know I'm fine when I'm happy. Pretty sure I'm the demon under the bed, they think I'm a ghost am I invisible to them? Later that day you found me crying by the lake crying in the snow crying in the snow I will repeat no I cant stop it. I tell you I'm scared to be alone, but I'm not scared of the unknown you said "I'm brave" you said you'd never leave me, you pulled me in to hug me tight. But I'm still not fine! I'm still not fine! I still don't feel alright! help me see the light through the darkness. everything around me is black but the ground its white and I know its snow I'm so lost in the unknown, I'm so lost in my mind I'm losing sight. I'm scared but I said I'm not so let's just let my feelings of fear wash away. But I'm still crying in the snow I will repeat the sad memories and words I've said in my head, my head is full of regrets, my head is full of memories of drawing the fairytales I'd make up in my head... You know I'm not fine when I'm lying to you, and you know. You know I'm lying you know I'm crying you know I'm falling onto you, you know I'm dying in my head you know I'm rotting to death.. crying in the snow is where I'll be, watching myself in my sadness. your right behind me while I'm crying, you came up to me you knew I was lying when I said "I'm fine" you wiped my tears away like you were picking a lily in a valley he said "I know your crying I know your dying in your head, you can just tell me, just look at me you can say what you need to say when your around me" and I'm just crying on your shoulder saying "I wish I wasn't so lonely" will you still hold me? Will you still hold me in the middle of the night when I'm crying in my bed? In the depths of my despair will you still hold me while I'm crying in the snow? Will you be there at my steps when, I need you? you know I'm fine when I'm sitting next to you, you know I'm fine when I'm holding your hand. You know I'm fine when I'm dancing alone in my room... laying in the snow while your here with me. I'm not scared of the unknown, but I'm scared to be alone....

I used to wonder why, You couldn't ever be alright.you always yelling in the living room,always knew you were doomed when it came to love. I had hope that,they would work things out.You're still together,but nothing lasts forever. Even love disappears,after everything clears. Loving is hard,I know it don't always work Love can make you, or it can break you.Don't let it break you! Don't surrender!Don't break under the pressure.Don't think about just quitting it all.You don't have to act like you're okay,Not with me I'm here for you. I'm here for you. You love someone,but do you truly know them? It make take some time,for you to find out the truth. The truth hurts,I know it does. Do you really want live with the regret?Do you really see yourself,spending the rest of your life with him?Will you really love him forever?What's point of holding onto something that wont last? I don't wanna see you break anymore,loving shouldn't be a chore.If you're worried bout me,don't be. I'll be okay,I only pray you're okay. Loving is hard,I know it don't always work Love can make you, or it can break you.Don't let it break you! Don't surrender!Don't break under the pressure.Don't think about just quitting it all.You don't have to act like you're okay,Not with me I'm here for you. I'm here for you. You've always been there for me,now it's my turn,Let me be there for you. You have the weight of the world on your shoulders.I know it feels like a boulder.The love is getting colder.I can feel it dying,is that why you always crying inside?Put on a happy face for everyone.I don't know what goes on,inside your head.Don't know what's being said,all I know is you hold it in,feel pinned down.All I know is.. Loving is hard,I know it don't always work Love can make you, or it can break you.Don't let it break you! Don't surrender!Don't break under the pressure.Don't think about just quitting it all.You don't have to act like you're okay,Not with me I'm here for you. I'm here for you. It's okay if you want to break,you don't have to fake. Im here for you,you know that's true. The good days for you,are far and few.Don't think I havent noticed,how you look so broken.All your wounds open.You've been so strong,Through it all,even when you've been treated wrong.If they knew what was going on,inside your head,They'd understand why you try to hide.Why you want to fight, even when nothing is right.You try your best,I know you do.Don't act like everything's okay,when I'm around, no need to hide.Take off that happy mask,no need to fake,end that task. Loving is hard,I know it don't always work Love can make you, or it can break you.Don't let it break you! Don't surrender!Don't break under the pressure.Don't think about just quitting it all.You don't have to act like you're okay,Not with me I'm here for you. I'm here for you. It's okay if you wanna break.No more needing to fake.Don't act like,everything's always okay.You don't need to act with me.You can be free.Do what's best for you, don't have a clue but that's okay.You don't have to act like you're okay.Stop acting like everything's okay.Stop holding it in.Just stop acting. You can break.