If you're 1800s otb and 14 years old you need the advice of a solid player here, a titled player preferably.
It would be even better if you got the advice of such a player who was also familiar with your play. No one like that where you play?
I'm afraid anything I'd recommend would be random advice since I'm no better than you it seems (or somewhat weaker).
Hi, I've noticed recently that the area I struggle over is positional chess. Does anyone have any recommendations on what positional chess books to buy to help me? My rating's somewhere around 1800-1900, even though it's been fluctuating a bit. I have already read My System and Simple Chess. Oh, and also, which positional chess grandmaster's games should I study? Thanks.