You can try Nelson bot on chess.com. It plays very dubious early queen attacks.
By selecting custom game -> type, you can play from a specified starting position. Using this feature, you can train to refute an unsound attack from your online games.
Remark: I had a look at the games you lost and the recurrent mistake is that you move the f pawn. That way you are inviting trouble. A famous grandmaster Ben Finegold says "Never play f6!". I think you should follow his advice. The problem of f6 is that it weakens your king and takes away a development square for your knight. Yes, the rule does not hold in 100% cases. The f6 pawnbreak is a thematic move in advanced French and Caro-Kann. But you should never play it so early in the game. At your level, I would never play it unless the queens were traded and there is absolutely no danger. Consider playing c5 in your French instead.
Aggressive bot

I have a 900 rank. I play many times with people who are very aggressive from the start and make me doubt a lot. When analyzing the moves, most of the times they made a mistake but I can't see it in the heat of the game and I make even bigger mistakes.
Is there a bot that plays that way so I can get used to bad agressive moves and answer as I should?