Bipolar Chess

Anyone else notice they play way better when manic (or even down) than when on their meds?  It's like a two hundred point swing!  And I can't remember anything when on the meds.  Forget playing blitz chess when leveled off!  I'm doing way better 24 hours off, with a litter of pepsi in me at midnight right now than I was yesterday at this time with 60 mils in me.  It's kinda sad.

If you look at my live stats they're not exceptional. That's because I tend to play live because I'm feeling more spastic than calculating and I can't play long-live because I'm not guarenteed the shared computer for long amounts of time. But I do understand your point. It's often hard to play good defense in short blitz games.

Acquired Taste..

I am iron maaaaaan.

As he lost his mind,,

can he see or is he blind?

Can he walk at all or if he moves will he fall?

Is he live or dead.  I see thoughts within his head.

We'll just pass him there.  wWy should he even care?

guitar roll,, drum solo..

He wants twWwo to steal in the great magnetic field.

dad ad da

no body wants him he just stares at the wall..

planning his vengeance

that he wills to unfold.