Performance rollercoaster

Seems like my performance at chess is a huge rollercoaster ride. Some days I play really good (for my rating) and go up a lot. Others, like today, I go down, a lot. Today I have gone down more than 100 rating points and it seems nothing works. I just can not find the winning moves and it seems like all the opponents just know exactly what I am doing and all the lines I am going for...

Some days are an exact opposite luckily, but this is just frustrating...

I feel like quitting, but I know I am not going to.

Last week was nice and I reached 1000 blitz for the first time. This week started OK, but now I am in a downward spiral and just feel depressed.

Even the games where I play quite well and manage to hold on to a draw with like 87% accuracy, I get disconnected and lose on time. Such fun, such fun…

Just one of those day when nothing goes my way.