Ya'll ever just plain disappointed in yourself?

Like, honestly. "I shoulda seen that one!" "Coulda done better." Don't tell me no. I'm 100% sure a minority or a majority feel the same as I sometimes. Anybody feel me? Or am I just depressed? Also, I don't think it's okay to be optimistic ALL THE TIME. Like, there are sad and angry and miserable times. I don't think people should be pessimistic all the time either, because there are also happy moments.  I do NOT believe in God, or any gods, because there's no evidence to prove it. So don't tell me "Jesus loves you." Really? Where was he when I was not okay? Huh? Where was Jesus or God when I was feeling dead. HUH? Religion is just a big NO for me. 'But I saw angels' well that was when that dude was in a state of injury. Probably just delusional and hallucinating. Also, I feel like some things are mine. Not like MUST BE MIINNNEE but like it's just for me. A secret. I know every Christian is going to kill me. I know. I know that sometimes nobody cares about me. So unless you're not going to fire at me with some idiocy then feel free to share your opinions. Friendly communities, right?

Chill, it's just chess.

Therefore, if a tall statue with the front resembling a moyai statue towered 30ft tall right in front of a pregnant woman then if a slight breeze came through then the moyai would drop down just like the scene from the minions movie. However, due to newtons first 2nd law the moyai statue would bounce back up with nobody harmed. Thus is the creation of the expensive tv in Alcatraz paradox

my friends are way better than I am at chess lol

Combining all of the above:

1.  Blundering a piece happens to everyone.  Using google you can find a video about the time Spassky blundered a rook to Karpov.  Not through a combination, he just left it hanging.

2.  We can learn from our mistakes

3.  Indeed, it *is* just a game.  It really only matters to the few very top folks trying to make a living at it

4.  To repeat #1 -- we all do it.  One of the main differences between levels of anywhere between, 0 and, say, 800 or 900 is who makes the fewest blunders.

So, my best advice is:

1.  Learn opening principles (not openings)

2.  Play slower games with a goal towards making it to the end of a game without hanging pieces

3.  Practice tactics by doing the puzzles here.

(I'll happily point you to some resources re: #1 if you're interested)

Am I ever just plain disappointed in myself?

All the time man... all the time.

My worst game was when I dropped both rooks a bishop and a queen, that left me so hard hit that I didn't play chess for a few months, and like 20% of my games I see a tactic I could have played to guarantee material after I played a move that doesn't do anything like that. yes, it happens to everyone. 

and the worst part, the game i played where i dropped so much, it was for a mate that i thought was unstoppable, but he defended it by taking my bishop(lol i was such a noob im still a noob but not that much of a noob)

I just hung my queen in a tournament. I often suck

I tilt sooooo much... sometimes I play a tournament and win 10 games in a row. Other times I'm literally hanging pieces every game... I'm 1600 btw.

My guy, this sounds like it goes abit deeper than just losing a chess game for you.

7.Qg6 - nice move, I'll have to remember that one! You could have lost your Queen in 9 different ways,  but that really just fitted in right y'all! 

Wait who are you talking to? OP?

not only am i often disappointed in myself, so are my parents

Yes. I am.

agreed

If I never played videogames and were actually serious instead of going on the forums constantly, I'd probably be around 1500.

here if you're feeling down try out these openings (the first is a bit risky but amazing if the opponent doesn't notice)

the real question for me should be if i ever had a game where i did an move that isn't straight up trash