the first one you put, literally everyone above rating 200 can easily defend.
Ya'll ever just plain disappointed in yourself?

the first one you put, literally everyone above rating 200 can easily defend.
Lmao your pfp is a new one

the real question for me should be if i ever had a game where i did an move that isn't straight up trash
I had a streak of a few losses due to m own blunders. So I decided to re-group by playing a bot. My goal was not to win, but just to take my time and get through a game without a blunder. It worked. I beat two bots, then went back to playing real people. I still blunder, but I think less so.
Then try some of the lessons. If you think you aren't good enough try to get better and remember, some people might want to actually help you.