Game 2
Note 1: I need to work on the psychological game. I need to try to be more calm in sharp positions. Don`t think about the time too much. It`s better to have 2 minutes vs 10 minutes and have a great position, rather than a lot of time but a mediocre or a bad position. On moves such as move 14 where I have the choice between attacking and trying to neutralize my opponents threats, and where important pieces are coming off the board, I should take 10 minutes out of 15 to calculate the lines, if I can afford it.
Short intro: I started playing chess last November and got hooked on it. After playing a LOT between November - March and getting to 1470 rapid rating, I got burned out and frustrated because I felt like I was spending too much time on chess without improving much. I also got into "blitz fever" playing too much blitz without really studying to improve. I would sit up late nights, often with beer involved, just playing game after game until I was so strung out I was just hanging pieces left and right.
Now I`m back in the chess saddle and I have decided to go back to the drawing board. Back to basics. Chess 101. Giuoco Piano. Development, king safety. I need to have a healthier relationship to chess, and I need to make my chess time productive.
I am going to play rapid 15/10 and 30 min, and I`m going to analyze every game as thoroughly as my understanding and time allows. If I make mistakes I am going to try to learn from them,
Goals for this summer:
1. Eliminate horrible blunders, such as leaving pieces en prise, falling for obvious skewers, dangerous pins, forks and "mates out of the blue". Win, lose or draw is not the important part here, I just want to practice good chess habits and learn how to play patiently and solidly. If I lose I want it to be because I got thoroughly outplayed, not because I gave up something for free. At least this way I can go through my loss and learn something more productive than "I shouldn`t have left that piece undefended"
2. Don`t play when tired or distracted. Chess time will be "tunnel time", during that time it will be my sole focus. I am going to set aside time specifically for that purpose. I will warm up with some tactics puzzles, and if I`m so tired or distracted that I can`t solve any of them then I`m probably better off doing something else than chess at that time.
3. Analyze every game. By forcing myself to analyze every game, I am forcing myself to learn from every game. If it is a particularily instructional game, or the opening catches me off guard or the endgame is completely unfamiliar or something like that, I will do a deeper analysis. I will study the unfamiliar opening or the particular endgame, as to be better prepared in the future.
End goal for 2019: Reach a solid 1600 rapid rating. I`m already 1470. I`m quite confident that I can reach 1600 if I get a good streak. By solid 1600 I mean I should be able to hold my own consistently in games against other similarly rated opponents. If I can stay around 1600 for 100 games or so, then I`ll consider my goal reached.
Without further ado: Game 1 (with analysis). I am black in this game
Horrible blunders: 0
The most important part is that I avoided blunders. However I`m a bit dissapointed with myself that I didn`t "see" Nxf1 going up the exchange on move 24. In this particular instance it probably didn`t matter much. But I need to be honest with myself in that I didn`t see it.
Possible improvements: attacking f2 with the queen on move 12 was perhaps a bit premature. Maybe I should have played more positionally with 12. Qg5 or 12. Nd5. Though Nd5 would have been met by Ba4 and later c3 so don`t see how I would gain much.