Split on move sequence in the English


Yes I wanna move to h4 so that he can't take on f7

6.Ng5 is preferable for the following two reasons:
>> White will "castle manually" with h3, Kh2 and Rf1. Meanwhile Black has to spend two tempo retreating his queen and knight, rendering it impossible to exploit the temporarily misplaced White king.
>> After White brings his king to safety, he'll be able to push the central pawns and get a considerable space advantage which, together with the bishop pair, should grant White a comfortable edge.
6.Nh4?! is a questionable move. The knight is misplaced on the edge, allowing Black to develop peacefully with 6...Re8 7.O-O d6 8.d4 exd3 9.Qxd3 Nc6 with an equal position.

Leela thinks 5. ... e4 is not a good choice! 5.......Nc6 is better! (see her winning probability as black)

At the end of your posiiton, she think 63% for white, which is a really good chance for white. (considering the dominance of centre for white)
In your game, you had an excellent position after 9.Nxe4 (9.Bxe4 is OK too). I think you are mis-evaluating the position, You will have to deal with getting castled by hand, but you have more center pawns and the two bishops, so you should be fine.
