This is why I spend mroe time playing computers, because they're not f*** idiots
1850 players.. top 2% in the world must have the best play

You lost on time in a fair, typical 1+0 game against an 1850.
Your fastest move in the game was 0.1 seconds - you are able to premove. So if you don't want to lose on time, just premove / move faster than your opponent!
Then you should always win right
(Unless you need to take more time because you're not good enough... :/)
https://www.chess.com/live/game/1981284478
See move 33.