Cheating is ruining fun (venting)

So many matches in 1200s, I start, I am winning, I have like +5 or 6 advantage, the opponent makes worse moves than my cat would have made, and then in -7 position, they go afk for 20-30 seconds, come back and play 2 second moves only and doing absolute god moves. And then I check the game with Chesis, trying to understand how did I lose, what mistakes I have made, and I discover that I didn't play that bad, it's just the opponent played 20 moves in a row in 40 seconds and all 20 of them were top engine moves. I cannot convert wins because the absolute nutmeg that was playing against me, after 30 second afk becomes a 2 second thinker stockfish 20k.

Beyond tired of this. 

@1

You are rated 1196. There must be some conspiracy against you to cheat only against you and not against anybody else so as to stay around 1196.
You lose because you make mistakes.
Own your own mistakes instead of blaming divine intervention.