What is the best first move for white?

just a suggestion.. if you create your own tactics you can (beginning with it, don't worry losses but find them wins if you gained experience what not to do.) build it each time you're the color you created as to better positioning your moves the next game.
I have done this and one good reason is because many read up on tactics and that's not to me the fun of this great game, and I'm very happy that I decided making my own tactic, have won some great games, not to mention you throw off those that read on them since it's your very own creation!
I thought I'd share a couple wins.
https://www.chess.com/live/game/2232411220
https://www.chess.com/live/game/2196081098
these 2 are other wins with my tactic, 2nd one in 14 moves.
https://www.chess.com/live/game/2172988272
https://www.chess.com/live/game/2172730429

e4 or d4 or Nf3 all seem to do the trick
you don't seem to like the English opening then.

This is not tennis, you can't score with the serve.
I am stuck for what to play to start a game