I lost a friend a little over a year ago to suicide. It’s very confusing. I would encourage others to reach out and talk about it.
Emotional Support - Teen and 20's

I’ve dealt with stress constantly, between my dad’s death with cancer, my dog to diabetes or something, my new dads grandfather’s death, my labs dying, constantly moving, never saying how I felt about someone, continues nightmares, my dad’s dog dying, school, etc. I think I’m doing relatively well considering the circumstances. I guess I’ve learned from it too in a way…still hurts though.

I lost a friend a little over a year ago to suicide. It’s very confusing. I would encourage others to reach out and talk about it.
Losing a friend in this way is very confusing. Thank you for sharing how your friend's death has affected you and I'm thankful you're encouraging others to talk about it. In case someone reads this and is also dealing with the loss of a friend or family member, there are a lot of resources to help process tough emotions. Here are a few:
https://afsp.org/ive-lost-someone
https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/help-yourself/loss-survivors/

I just lost something in my life, one day l was coin tossing a coin then suddenly my hand slipped and the coin goes to the sewer. I'm planning to get it back but l can't reach it already, then a memorable flashback came into my head. It is the coin that warmed inside my pocket the other day, it is always by my pants when I'm all alone, and like a guardian that hugs me when I'm sad. I kneeled on the street as l cried to the coin that l lost. Amen

I’ve dealt with stress constantly, between my dad’s death with cancer, my dog to diabetes or something, my new dads grandfather’s death, my labs dying, constantly moving, never saying how I felt about someone, continues nightmares, my dad’s dog dying, school, etc. I think I’m doing relatively well considering the circumstances. I guess I’ve learned from it too in a way…still hurts though.
Dealing with so much loss and stress can really take a toll, especially carrying the hurt that goes along with it. If things ever hit you really hard and you could use some extra support, I hope you'll reach out. Also, if it interests you, maybe consider offering support?
Since you've mentioned loss of a loved one, I'll include this link about grief:
https://www.yourlifeyourvoice.org/pages/grief.aspx

I’ve dealt with stress constantly, between my dad’s death with cancer, my dog to diabetes or something, my new dads grandfather’s death, my labs dying, constantly moving, never saying how I felt about someone, continues nightmares, my dad’s dog dying, school, etc. I think I’m doing relatively well considering the circumstances. I guess I’ve learned from it too in a way…still hurts though.
Dealing with so much loss and stress can really take a toll, especially carrying the hurt that goes along with it. If things ever hit you really hard and you could use some extra support, I hope you'll reach out. Also, if it interests you, maybe consider offering support?
Since you've mentioned loss of a loved one, I'll include this link about grief:
Thank you.

@DefenderPug2 Within the span of a few years, I experienced a series of significant losses. First, a close friend passed unexpectedly. My dog died. Then, in 2020, I lost my dad to cancer and both of my grandparents passed. These losses broke me in ways I never expected and I am so fortunate that I've had support from friends and family through it all...Even after being through all of that, I know I can't say "I know how you feel" it's different for everyone, but if you ever want to talk, my inbox is open....Or you can beat me relentlessly at chess.
Emotional Support when and how you need it:
https://www.yourlifeyourvoice.org/pages/home.aspx
Teen
https://teenlineonline.org/
https://www.teenlink.org/
College & University Students
https://jedfoundation.org/
Teen & 20's
https://www.ditchthelabel.org/
https://www.crisistextline.org/
https://www.7cups.com/
There is hope. There is help!
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