My opinion on something.

Who was the first evil person in the world from where all the virus spread. I figured it out, all my sense of future danger is a part of my defence mechanism as to get prepared against adversities if anything intentionally done by evil people. That's what holding me back in welcoming other things with both of my hand. Like for example, i don't study hard because i feel even if i study hard people will accept me as an educated person in comparison to others. 

I think this type of thing slowly started to become part of yourself and get ingrained into your nature when you face with adversities yourself because these are first negative things that goes inside your brain. And you sometimes with absent brain treat other in a similar manner as you fear to get treated  to yourself by others. Like accussing other for one single mistake because you are so scared yourself to make a single mistake because you are under the influence of others who hate people when other make mistakes. It's like fear phobia who passed their fear to others during trouble time even you don't want to but just some mean things come out of you and like this it get spread everywhere. 

Now, your task is to break this habbit. 

What i trying to say is that people can do evil thing if they don't fear or care something. If they fear something indirectly they just don't attempt. That's what i am seeing in last 10 years.

My definition of evil is soft ones and not like that in the news