Try playing chess.
I assume that if you can post here, you can play chess.
The last game you played, a month ago, shows that you need to find out something about how to open a chess game.
In that game, you crept forward with a lot of pawns around your king. That makes it easier to attack your king.
You didn't develop any of your pieces like knights or bishops.
Then, you helped out your opponent by throwing a few pawns at him, As soon as a few pawns got exchanged, you were wide open.
Look at the above position. Your king is wide open. You have only one piece developed.
You were already lost.
Take a lesson on how to open a chess game. You will have a lot more fun when you learn just a few things.
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